Well it's not hard to figure out why I've been having these recent bout's of insomnia: I can't help but worry over every single aspect of university. I mean, don't get me wrong, I can't wait to go; but at the same time, I wish I had been just going back to my good ol' highschool. I was used to going there, I was familiar with the place, the inner workings and the people. Now, I have absolutely no idea how it's gonna be like. Like, do I bring a backpack? Do I still use binders or stick to notebooks? How much work is it going to be. Is it going to be as tough as everyone claims it is? Or are they just exagerrating? Was I stupid to take Japanese, when I can't even speak a word of it? How hard is philosophy going to be? Are the teachers really as heartless and uncaring as everyone claims?

And then there is the whole money aspect. At 4,837.47 $, for a whole year I think, it's makes quite a dent in the ol' wallet. Should I get a job during the semester? Or do I use that time for homework? Should I keep living at home; or look into an appartement?

....ugh I sense another sleepless night.. I get so worried I almost end up puking. It's awfull...